Pause Period

I wonder sometimes people always talk about breaking free a while from the fast pace world and jump into the deep blue for a dip will set your problems free and bla bla bla. I used to think I can't live a day without a dive trip in a year... but I am still alive.

Its been almost 400 days since my last dive and I am still living up. Just passed by Sealantis today and noticing there was a 1-to-1 session between DI and OWD, I started to feel the chill in my bones asking what the heck happened in the past 400 days? Buddies had been exploring new dive sites and packing themselves with nice gadgets while I just work - work -and work. Well, I guess that's life... nothing much is in your own hands to decide when it came to cash out for hobbies; unless you are a 24-7 conman bluffing your ways through rich crowd, exploring those tin cans business ideas and willing just to lay with just any innocent souls not caring whether they are fat, slim, expendables or destructive... sounds like someone we knew, huh?? Well then, you might just go all out in spending other people hard-earned money for your own sake of joy - the worst part, money not well spent on those souls...

Still there are some folks enjoying much in their recent trips to Tioman and Sipadan with new gadgets and "without me".... but better still, I am glad for them. Hard earned money - hard earned fun~ Well, as for this Rescue Diver whom had rest at his safety stop for more than 400 days, I guess its pay day that will decide my diving days. I don't see 400 as a huge number but it is good enough to thrill me and I can hear my inner self screaming for nitrox and sea water!!!

What to do now?? GET BACK TO WORK!!